undevoted.org

I want to sincerely thank everyone for the incredible support I’ve received since sharing my story. Like many, I felt helpless as the world seemed to spiral into darkness. But deep down, a small voice whispered that there was something I could do, a way to reclaim control amidst the chaos. So, I took a risk and opened up about a past that still haunts me.

When I shared my descent into darkness, I thought it would only reach a small circle on my social media. But now, just days later, so many of you have reached out saying I’ve helped or comforted you. I’ve come to realize that I can take the pain of my past and use it to make a positive impact. If that’s possible, then I’m more committed than ever to trying.

If my story has resonated with you, I’m truly honoured. And if my advice has made a positive difference in your life, it means more to me than words can express. I pour my heart and soul into my activism, and I promise I will never stop bringing the darkness into the light of truth.

Love, Cristina xoxo

In the creeping reality of another Donald Trump presidency, people keep asking me, “Cristina, what are we going to do?” The truth is, I don’t have all the answers. I’ve spent hours staring at this screen, struggling to find the right words. So, I’ll start with honesty.

I fell down the alt-right pipeline. I was an extremist. Not anymore. Haven’t been for years. I don’t talk about it much because I’m ashamed of who I was. Back then, I was angry, bitter—and if I’m honest, weak. I was looking for something to latch onto, something that made sense in the chaos. I wanted answers, and the far-right offered them. They gave me a community, a sense of belonging, and a simple narrative that made me feel like I had control over my life. They gave me the enemy I could blame, the “truth” that explained everything. And for a time, I believed it.

But I’m not that person anymore. I’ve spent years working to unlearn the lies I believed, and it’s been a long, painful process. I’m not asking for sympathy; I don’t deserve it. But I want to share my story so you can understand how people in these circles think, from someone who was once “inside.”

It’s not easy to look back and see how far I’d fallen, but I’ve come to realize that sharing this truth might help others. There are so many who are still trapped in that web of fear, anger, and false certainty. And maybe, just maybe, by understanding where I came from, we can find a way to stop this cycle and help people find a better path.

I’m not here to blame anyone for my journey. This is about how we can all do better, be better—and help each other escape the lies that keep us divided.

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I’ve decided I need to use this domain more, so I’ll be making an attempt to blog more often. If you’re looking for my social media in the meantime, it’s all right here:

Threads: @heytocristina Political content for the most part, sometimes pop culture commentary.

Instagram: @heytocristina Posts relating to edseldopefan.org, my Edsel Dope fansite.

Tiktok: @heytocristina Also relating to edseldopefan.org

Hello, hello! And welcome to the revamped undevoted.org! It’s been lingering in my mind a long time that I wanted to do more with this domain, as for months it’s only existed to host my Edsel Dope fansite. (An important job, to be fair.) But I’ve always intended to do more with it, since I sincerely love this domain.

Lately, I’ve started amassing enough sites to start a proper collective and portfolio. Now it’s time to bring undevoted.org out from the shadows. I’ve done a lot of work on this site, but there’s still so much more to come. I’m glad you’re here! Take a look around. I hope you enjoy your stay.

Upcoming Sites:

Fanlisting: Edsel Dope
Fanlisting: Dope (band)